I HAVE. Author Unknown. A glimpse into domestic abuse.

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I have had a gun held to my head with a bullet in the chamber and finger on the trigger more than a handful of times. I have been choked multiple times.  I have been held down by a larger and stronger body.  I have been blocked so I could not leave a room.  I have had multiple bruises all over my body.  I have been called things I am not. I have been accused of doing things I did not do.  I have had things I love taken away from me and held for ransom.  I have been in the passenger seat of a car while the driver went 135 miles per hour swerving and yelling that we were both going to die. I have had my car taken.  I have been told I would never see my kids again.  I have been told the only way out was death. I have had to cover up marks on my face.  I have been lied to. I have seen a gun held to someone’s head threatening killing themselves on multiple occasions.  I have been cheated on over and over again. I have had money withheld from me.  I have had to keep secrets. I have done things that I am not proud of out of fear.  I have not been able to choose my own friends.  I have had very little if no contact with my family. I have lost my best friend. I have had my privacy invaded.  I have had someone question my clothes.  I have had someone question the smell of my body.  I have been told I was loose down there. I have been told I was never beaten because that is the only thing considered abuse. I have been bitten on my leg. I have been blamed for injuring my attacker when all I was doing was protecting myself.

Author- Unknown